Reta Writes

Again I was like her The lady washing Your Feet I could feel it The deepest touching of the moment I like to do the same It is comfortable To cry and kiss, Your Feet Let the tear make them wet Let me wipe with my hair Your Feet, are the greatest point to cry on I don't know why It is great to be there Grab Your ankles Then cry as hard as I can As long as I can I remember when I did it Couple years ago I did not know how Then You wake me up Clean and water the dirt Heal my mourn Wipe my tears And hug, the warmest hug By saying, "I am here crying with you, My Dear.... My Daughter... I said nothing Just cried "Thanks, Lord... Thanks for all. Thanks for being here and crying with me. That is more than enough..." I won't tell you anything I don't need to do it so That You've known every single thing happening in me ... You're The Only One Knowing and Understanding Forgiving and Loving Full-filling what I exactly need.....

Mohon Doa Betapa tersaji kisah berkelindan Menjalin pada perjalanan Aku rasa, pada kalianlah aku mohon doa ... Sri, Nama agung pemberian Perlambang kesuburan Kelimpahan Jua padamu Kesuburan sabarmu menyentuh banyak hati Kerelaan memberi ketulusan pada tetes keringat Sentuhan halus penghilang penat Ketabahan pada pendawa Kesetiaanmu berbalas amarah dan serakah Ah, betapa engkau meneladan pada hati Sri, padamu aku mohon doa. Marpik, Engkau hadir Dengan rambut putih berurai Pada usia mudamu yang belum juga empat puluh Ketidakpedulianmu pada rasa malu Keinginanmu untuk entas Dengan meneteskan keringat Kerja kerasmu, Marpik Pun berbalas dusta Tak urung kesombongan dan ketakprigelan Cintamu untuk dwipangga Mengalunkan angan dan mimpimu Untuk tetap menyala dan membubung Padamu, aku pun mohon doa Likah, Nama elok kudengar darimu Tak seelok liku hidupmu Ketekunanmu berbuah penyangkalan Meninggalkanmu pada nestapa Buah cinta yang semata Buah peluhmu, Lika...

Betapa Cinta itu Menikamku Begitu Dalam "Aku sering ditikam cinta, pernah dilemparkan badai, tapi aku tetap berdiri" Betapa cinta itu menikamku begitu dalam Ketika aku belajar mulai mencintai, bahkan cinta itu ditolak mentah-mentah dan dibuang begitu saja Ah, tetapi mengapa cinta itu tetap ada? Bahkan setelah aku pergi jauh dan berputar ... Cinta itu begitu luas dan dalam ... Tidak hanya untuk seorang Tapi cinta itu menikamku begitu dalam Hingga semangat hampir padam Cinta yang berbalas bisa Ah, ia menikamku lagi ... Tapi anehnya, aku tetap berdiri... Cinta yang berujung marah ... Lagi - lagi ia menikamku Cinta yang berbuah dusta Cinta yang berbalik dahaga Untuk mempermalukan dan menjatuhkan ... Betapa dalam cinta telah menikamku Berulang - ulang Tapi aku tetap berdiri Aku tak peduli Cinta adalah jawaban Yang dapat dinikmati dalam keabadian Meskipun cintaku tak sebanding Dengan mahkota duri yang terpasang Dengan salib yang terpancang Dengan t...

Rumpang Ada di sana Ketika terkikis kokoh Sedikit demi sedikit Tercipta ia Di sana Rumpang itu Menganga ia Rumpang itu Perlahan mulai tertutup Tanpa sadar Rekat Pada kebaruan Betapa besar Betapa agung Sang Mahakarya Menutup kembali Pulihkan Di sana Rumpang itu

Hole Too many around They're like absorbing stretching me... O holes, when you need me Let me fill you....

Merayu Butir butir ini luluh Lebur Hirau tak sanggup menghapus Pekat Tapi masih ada itu Merayu Pudar asa Seolah tak berbekas Tak mampu Bendung Soneta Rindu Merayu Tiris angan ingin bermimpi Sepah lalu Kala mendayu Merayu itu Welas asih Melambai Seperti nira di tepi pantai Biar saja Ingin terjumpa Pada abadi Dalam mulia Merayu itu

Who will be with me tonight? What a laugh ... Along the time What a show ... Made me contemplate I couldn't even stop, thinking I am awake, alone ... Who will be with me tonight? Accompany me to surf... Through the night power and darkness To knock even the silence To wave the breath to nothing To let the thought walk slowly around, in the wild ... Who will be with me tonight? Anybody? To touch the very sorrowful mind To get rid of its anxiety itself Who will be with me tonight? To daydream about a future The future of a nation? Any younger one? Or another older? Who will be with me tonight?

What Should I Do to Someone Prayed Something Bad for Me and Confessed? It was hurt To hear the facts That I do not even imagine before That I tried to do good things for everybody around I just want to do my part Just wanted to be responsible But then I told myself I don't care I let myself to see my own I learn to be better But what should I do to someone prayed something bad about me and confessed?

Petikan Malam Bukankah ini malam, Sayang? Dan malam tak bisa memetik ... Tapi kau dengar, Sayang? Dawainya mengalun ... Tak bersuara Namun membuatmu menari Bukankah ini malam, Sayang? Selalu sunyi ... Tapi kau dekap, Sayang? Nadanya, tenang Membuatmu terlelap Ini malam, Sayang... Istirahatlah ... Pejamkan mata ... Dekatkan jantungmu Pada hatiku Biar hening Tiba ... Memutus lelah Lupakan sejenak hiraumu Biar kupeluk Dan kulumat penat Ijinkan malam, kali ini memetik Sayang, buah damai untukmu Selamat, Sayang, pada malam Nantikan pagi, cerah, dan hari baru

A Parade of Thought Slowly diggest Then walk a bit faster Now it is running Even going wilder What a parade of thought Which one the start, which part is the end? None ... From a corner to a middle From a line to sides What a parade of thought Now YOU hear me?

Selesak Ini Ada-MU untukku Saat ku mendayu Kutapak sadar Dua malam Namun aku menghiba Meminta dan mengharap Pada waktu berjalan Berguru pada fajar setia Ada Tiba KAU bicara Cerecap seluruh indra Tak henyak Terjaga Betapa yang hina Dina bahkan tak bersuara KAU dengar Bunga rumput tak bergoyang Pada pagi tersapa Pada senja melayu dan sirna Papa Duafa Hadap-MU tanpa suara Hanya air mata Asa Berharga Memantul Tak ingin melambung Duhai Surga Sunnguh jauh Nan Mulia Selesak ini tiada tara

Selaksa Doa Tanpa suara Tanpa kata Hanya airmata Terdengar Terbaca Sunyi Melilit Memagut Ini doa Selaksa doa tanpa rima

Tiada, Ada, Tiada Biarlah yang tiada tetap tiada. Ketika ada diterima menjadi ada kemudian tiada, apa harus dikata, syukur atau pelelap asa. Sayangnya, yang KAU riba penuh cela.... Aku sapa malam... Ia sunyi Aku ketuk malam... Ia terbuka namun diam Hanya hati Lirih Menyelesak Riba-Mu yang kutemui...

2 Versions of an Everlasting Love Version 1: Thank You God for creating her for me And for creating me for her Version 2: When we were young We love each other It was in the sharing It was in the fulfillment of each other needs It was in the love itself When we were getting older Physically we were changed But our love still remained Even up to now When you have been taken I miss you so; I lost my own meaning. But it is sealed in my heart What a love is ....... especially my love for you.

The Professor You said, "I would like to recommend to visit Switzerland, when you got more money." "It is beautiful...." "But now, anywhere I go, I can not enjoy it anymore ...." "How to enjoy that? My wife has been taken back .... to the eternity ........." "It is not the same anymore though I realize it is the best for her; but not for me ....." "This is the power of dream............" "She has ever wanted to see Sakura ........." "Thank God, I had a chance to make it come true before she left...." "And this is the power of dream, that I drew my dream and it came true........ to see the worlds around...especially with her...." I saw the deep love. I felt the hurt. I touched the surrender. I poke the dream. I cried. I had more questions. I was sure about my own dream. Professors, thanks in advance for the sharing. Thanks for the stories ............ It is a great privilege to...

The Old Lady The first time we met You forgot my name You asked me 3 times Oh, maybe you forgot We have ever  met before Years ago ... At that time you asked me to open ... I still remember The tone ... The way you said it The way you saw me It was another time we meet again I wished there won't be any trouble I hoped it is going to run smoothly Though may be you let me down even look me down That it is not the first time for me to be threaten like that ... I pray, God please protect and guide me and you to be even wiser