Reta Writes

YOU It appears again YOU are here with me I am so lonely This time But I know it is YOU here Tell me, YOUR will Whisper me, YOUR words Touch me as I am How wonderful to hear How great to know How amazing to fell YOUR Presence in me... It is YOU I have as the power and strength as the dream and direction Thanks to be totally YOU This is so sweet This is so touchfull To be alone with YOU

Menariku Tarian itu dimulai Meliuk-liuk gemulai Pada jajaran asa masai Mempermainkan pesona Memancarkan daya Imaji mulia Meresapi Kedalaman sanubari Pada setiap titik nurani Irama mengalun Tanpa iringan Hanya panggilan intuisi Dalam hening badani Seolah liar namun terkendali Serasa meluncur, melesat namun bertepi Melahap rakus pembebasan diri Tak peduli Namun sadar, pada suatu saat mesti berhenti

Avoided The sound seems familiar The smell is not wierd The taste could be yummy But I decided to avoid I realize it is not appropriate Let the wave play me Up and down slow and fast But I am enabled to survive on the right track and way May it blossoms onto Your Presence and it pleases You by Your own Way

Four Roses In a silent morning One day, It was warm but silent I walked and I stopped It was my first time to come to that place I saw many bamboo trees Farmers, pigs, cows were far away It was next to a river too I came to a spot I have never known but I should that related with my future In a silent morning on a spot I closed my eyes It could be a prayer but it was silent I saw a man on a special clothes A traditional clothes Smiling Then he gave me four buds of roses I received them right before I opened my eyes I saw those buds bloomed on my hands Four roses blooming on my hands I opened my eyes and was confused Four roses what did it mean? Four roses blooming on my hands Leading me to somewhere

Ignoring Giving out All the best No hidden plan For me, it's just flowing An offering Maybe underestimating The priority The purpose or The direction Just for a love burned me till I lost I am ignoring

My Shadow Attacked by my own fear I told my shadow Grasped by my own thought I whispered to my shadow Led by my own assumption I cried to my shadow Trapped by my own mind I entertained my shadow Caught by my own perception I stopped I looked at my shadow Than I realized That it has gone Since there was light A bright light.... My shadow has gone It appears only during the dark time or when there's a little light It makes me smaller or bigger so that I have to choose the direction That I can be always larger Me myself.... should let my shadow there?

Pruned From long to short From comfort to crazy shake From steady to tremble From clear to blur From light to dark From pioneer to looser From trusted to betrayed From friend to enemy From relatives to stranger From high to low From fast to slow Definitely, I was pruned....... I cried I protested I felt hurt but I know that it will be fruitful Not for my own shake but a beautiful plan that has been set May the path will be followed and I absolutely surrendered and declared I am only a servant

Curriculum Leading Driving Directing Decide The focus Business Advantages or Kids Put the heart How hard Put the vision nor religion Huh To me It is the life The life of the love Love and to be loved Let children have their world Let children expose their own Let children growing happily To have their own dream To reveal their desire to love and to be loved

Confirmed One more miracle That I'm not deserved But still, happening Many questions Curiosity Fear Worry And here... They are confirmed They are answered How creative How attentive How care YOU are The owner of my life

Released The moment to release has begun. Released to be free. Being free to love. Love that can be accepted not to be denied....

Touch Softly I heard the words, the sentences, then the suggestions. It was the first time to meet. I was touched... No pretending, maybe....... But the journey. It was hard to imagine. It was hard to be fit in. I was trying to feel, to measure, to learn. What I feel, was just hurt... It was the journey... The time and the distance. So far, so long... just only to belong to others. It happened. Just like to step on the stairs. Step by step. Gain the newest one. Got the wisdom and knowledge without knowing yet the purposes Sure, I was touched... Patiently, finding the truth